Chose Discomfort Over Resentment

Brené Brown famously and bravely spoke at a Tedtalk seminar about vulnerability and it exploded. I have learned much from her research on shame and consider her a mentor to me. Here she writes about the importance of setting up boundaries. When you have a chronic illness that is invisible, it’s hard for people to understand because “you don’t look sick”.

In last month O’s Brene talks about taking on too much, because you feel obligated etc. As people with a disease we can relate with saying yes to things when we really want to say no.  Not knowing how you’re going to be feeling 2 hours from now is one thing, let alone committing to something that may go on longer.  Learning to take care of ourselves and loving ourselves enough to say “No” is a hard learned lesson.

Brené says

The moment someone asks you to do something you don’t have the time or inclination to do is fraught with vulnerability. “Yes!” often seems like the easiest way out. But it comes at a price: I can’t tell you how many times I’ve said “Sure!” in my squeaky, I-can’t-believe-I’m-doing-this voice, only to spend hours, even months, feeling angry and resentful. For women, there’s a myth that we’re supposed to do it all (and do it perfectly). Saying no cues a chorus of inner shame gremlins: “Who do you think you are?” “You’re not a very caring [mother/wife/friend/colleague].”

Daring to set boundaries is about having the courage to love ourselves, even when we risk disappointing others. We can’t base our own worthiness on others’ approval (and this is coming from someone who spent years trying to please everyone!). Only when we believe, deep down, that we are enough can we say “Enough!”

The Dare

• Make a mantra. I need something to hold on to—literally—during those awkward moments when an ask hangs in the air. So I bought a silver ring that I spin while silently repeating, “Choose discomfort over resentment.” My mantra reminds me that I’m making a choice that’s critical for my well-being—even if it’s not easy.

• Keep a resentment journal. Whenever I’m marching around muttering cuss words under my breath, I grab what I lovingly refer to as my Damn It! Diary and write down what’s going on. I’ve noticed that I’m most resentful when I’m tired and overwhelmed—i.e., not setting boundaries.

• Rehearse. I’ll often say, to no one in particular, “I can’t take that on” or “My plate is full.” Like many worthwhile endeavors, boundary setting is a practice.

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